oh june,cepatlah tiba.....

its been almost 1 month since im leavin 2 uk.nuthin much 2 share..rasa ingin pulang segera...waaa.....i didn't realize till i hv 2 stand on my own feet...away from family=truly madly deeply hard!bayangkan lah bangun pagi tiada lagi suara bibik..tiada lagi suara mummy...huhuh ..emo sudah....tapi tak mengapa,june cepatlah tiba!!!!tidak sabar untuk kembali walau hanya seketika..waaahhaa...

Even if u r rich&famous,do i look like i care?

Sumtimes i juz dun understand wif what hppn 2 people nowdays?bein arrogant,egois wif tons of money,le car,stdy ovrsea&so on.cmon lah,if u think u r rich&famous..bonus 4 u 2 approach me?dream on.im not interested at all.im not lookin on material. If u think u got tons of money dat cud makes gurls come 2 u,my advice : Y not u gv 'sedekah' 2 poor people?dun waste ur money 4 nuthin,coz u get it f.o.c from ur parents.im not da 'alim' person dat expert talkin bout gud&bad,but i juz want u 2 noe.im not materialistic.so.juz stay away from me.im gettin enuff deal wif sweet talker,big talker,liar&wuteva...so..so

DRAMA KING..enuff.

tq God,finally u show me da real colour of him .keep tellin me dat u r busy wif ur bsns...meet up client..at da end,i met a gurl dat in luv wif u..haha..u shud win da best actor in grammy award.4 da time dat wastin,4 da money dat nvr payback...standin ovation 4 u DRAMA KING.diz time,im juz gettin enuff wif u.gud lesson 4 me.so,movin on farah!be strong!focus on ur future!

:) my guardian angel....

walah..sudah lama x update...so many things hppnd,prefer 2 been away...now im back ...last nite juz like a moment 2 remember.when sum1 breaks ur heart,dun worry..God will gv u another 1 dat much2 better...eventhou i cant accept him as my special bF(but i call him as my current bF.. ;p),but he nvr let me down.always there 4 me.im leavin 2 u.k soon...i noe its gonna be difficult 2 him...(so do i lol).but let da nature takes it part.after all,thank you my guardian angel,D!

1.40 am..hurm... 0_o

1.40am..woke up..can't sleep nemore...haiz...sakit kepala....i text S.F,no reply...meanin he still busy wif his work....well,5 am kena hantar mummy pergi airport...nanti 8am i kena rush pergi office...9 am masuk kerja...1st day kerja dekat family company y_y...i dunno how 2 xpress what i feel...i noe,its gud 2 get new experience...but maybe i patut cari kerja dekat tempat yg x ada kaitan dgn family...so,afta diz..mesti dah jarang on9..jarang spend time wif S.F [ x tao lah..bila i bangun,der tido..i tido der pula bangun...macam tu jugak,bila i free..der busy..bila der busy,i pula free...haiz]..what 2 do????wish me luck../encourage maself!


''Born alone, Life live, die alone, Fall in love, break-up cry alone,
I lie alone '' - song;Live my life alone

2 him...take care....

woke up around 10..bcoz mummy knock2 my door..''mummy keluar dengan aunty,anythin...bibik ada...''..so,i said ..ok mummy...den,tengok h/p...x ada sms@mcall....meanin,S.F belum bangun lah tu...so i x tao nak buat apa,bloggin lol....well.last nite keluar dgn ahmad&mia...its been so long dat i x keluar dgn ahmad...so,rasa macam lain sudah...tq God,mia menyelamatkan situasi.so,lepak dekat kopitiam.mulanya juz biasa2..den,ahmad talk bout old story..so me&mia keep on laughin'...*wink!..hahaha...seriously, rindu zaman college...rindu semuanya.....tapi dah jadi history pun.well,ahmad will leavin soon...[8clly x lah leavin sgt]....der cakap,der ajak keluar sebab nanti lama x dapat jumpa....der nak away from me&mia 4 2@3 weeks....x tao lah,juz rasa guilty dgn der...did i hurt him so bad?eventho der gelak2,i still can c he is pretendin.... hurm....dlm jam 11 p.m abg adam datang,got sumthin 2 askin him.den,dah settle ...textin wif S.F...den tertido...

hari yang letih.....

well...sudah 2 hari x update..sgt2 busy dengan kehidupan selepas my leg cast kena buka..yeah!freedom in the air!!!so..perjalanan F.D kembali gagah..2day is hyrul's n-gagement...so dari jam 8 a.m sudah pergi rumah der...tolong2...sampai lah around 1 p.m..ada 7 dulang yg sgt simple & cumel..so,bila semua sudah ada..bertolak lah ke rumah pihak perempuan...kejap,ingat nama der....ouh,fifi...memang meriah,macam majlis kahwin pula..almost 4got,fifi sgt2 cantik..i really mean it.da way she smile,shows dat she is happy.hyrul pula,shy shy cat..hahaha..well,wish both of u happily ever afta [sumhow got mamarazzi talk 2 me,next ...ur turn dear -what da???] lol..............den,majlis selesai..balik rumah...dapat tido kejap...bila bangun,on9...malam nanti kena keluar lagi..dah janji dgn ahmad&mia...so..hari ni memang sgt2 letih....belakang pun dah sakit...kaki,jgn cakap..kebas y_y ...tapi x apa,yg penting happy&be positive..keep on rollin F.D/encourage maself ok! :)