a man who sold his world 4 me

i dunno how 2 start but what i'm doin now ,its all about da way i appreciate a man who sold his world 2 me.i can't sleep rite now bcoz pain at my back [x pernah sakit macam ni y_y] .but i will try 2 act like i'm ok....hurm,30th of may will be the day dat i won't 4get.everythin juz fine until i got sms dat kill my stability.what u feel when u got da bad news,da 1 u luv,gone....leavin u w/o note.totally zero....den,drivin my bro's car..suddenly...BAM!!when i woke up,oredy in hospital.nuthin cud describe what i felt...juz cry..cry..cry...sakit,pening,sedih..semuanya ada.but the most,can't imagine my life w/o him.kasihan wif mummy,x ingat berapa kali i cakap dekat der,nak balik rumah.nak balik rumah.finally,dapat jugak.bila sudah dekat rumah,cousins non-stop datang.dat time rasa...bloody always be bloody...bila semua dah balik,ambil h/p...send sms 2 noe what hppn 2 him [dah fikir patut pergi @ x on his funeral] . guess what?''death man'' call me.i thou i was dreamin,but 2nd time callin.its him!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!he still alive!!!!!!!!!!!!!OMG,cry again lol...speechless..he explain everythin....what a damn joke dat his fren gv 2 me?haiz....almost die bcoz of dat ''death joke''....hurm..it makes me realize,tq God 4 a gud lesson like diz....i need 2 appreciate every seconds dat my time wif him....who noe,if tomorrow never come...its u syahrool,a man who sold his world 4 me...